The Year That Was, What Could Have Been
The Best of Us
These are the happiest memories of my life, and to know there will not be any more, fills me with anguish and despair which is beyond measure. I am adrift, battered by wind, waves, and rain, and am powerless to do anything. I know I should start paddling, but I don’t know where, and right now, I just don’t care.
If we could fix the things that drove us apart, please let me know. It was both of us, but I can’t help but feel your past haunted us from day one. I hate everyone you ever dated and what they did to hurt the heart of such a beautiful person. I’m not those men, but I couldn’t escape them. Yet I have become what I hated. I left. But not because I wasn’t man enough, but because you couldn’t see me, only them, your pain, and your sorrow. I hope you overcome them, and re-find yourself, the beautiful woman who stole my heart. I love you, now, my past lifetimes, and always. Come back to me…if you can.
